beckendorph said: I am so sorry that things haven't been going well. But I want to remind you that things will always start looking up if you just be patient. Just wait it out and I promise things will get better. Keep fighting :)
Everyone gets fatigued after awhile, even if they have an army. One side will over come the other, but you can’t help this battle. Maybe you could with medication and counselling, but this isn’t like choosing to be good or evil. It’s about what wins over your mind, and your mind is very powerful my dear. I’m still fighting.
Today, the numbness came back. It started in the tips of my fingers and went through my hand, travelled up my arms to my chest. It made my heart cold, I didn’t cry. The only thing I could do was hurt, I hurt myself again. 5 months clean, but now with a bloody wrist. Why must my mind be so cruel, I be so fat, I look unattractive, people bully me like this. I’m breaking down again.
i will never not reblog this.
Crazy thing is the girl in the mirror is beautiful. Not fat. She’s gorgeous.
Eating disorders are not a trend or to get attention.
Eating disorders are actual diseases that are very serious and need medical and psychological attention.
^ true. Eating disorders are very serious. forever reblog